Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder if we were ever really meant to be,
Sometimes I wonder if I ever really knew you at all,
Sometimes I wonder if the pain will ever end,
I still remember all the stories and the lies.
The ones you told to my face,
It seems unfair how you made me feel,
I wonder when you were going to share
The mask you seemed to put on with me,
But eventually the truth comes no matter how much,
You tried to control the situation,
You are now untrustworthy to me,
I will never believe another word you say to me,
Please don’t bother,
Please just let me forget all the moments we had,
I am not afraid to go on without you,
Even if I might always still love you in my own way,
Why is it so hard to be over you?
When you have done so much to hurt me?
Why is there times I keep thinking about you?
I have a wonderful love in my life,
Someone who cares more than it seemed you did,
Perhaps it is because you were the first
That wanted to join your life with mine?
Perhaps it is because I thought we were going to be happy
Until the end of time?
Perhaps I had a foolish notion of us,
Sometimes I wonder many things,
Sometimes I wonder if the dreams I had were real,
Or just some make believe,
Sometimes I wonder if you honestly cared,
But I know the answers are not here,
I will never truly know,
Those old dreams are gone,
But there are better tomorrows out there for me,
And sometimes I remember the light and not the darkness,
And than I know always I will be able to go on,
And be happy,
Once again.

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