My beliefs have changed a lot over the years. I wasn’t really raised in a Christian household I do remember going to church many different types throughout my young childhood from Baptist, Seven Day Adventist, and many others. The first time I was baptized I was about 13 and it was at a Mormon church. I had in one way or another always believed there was a God but never a firm grasp on much else. Although I ended up leaving the Mormon Church due to how they treated my mom they were good to us for a short period of time helping us with some hardships we dealt with at that time. From the time I was 13 until I was about 16 I didn’t really do much stuff that was church related. I did go to Youth group related stuff for awhile and even did when I got into Wicca thanks to my 2nd boyfriend. I felt at that time it was the best thing in my life I had gotten into that and Enya. Although I considered myself Wiccan I didn’t really do much to practice it for many years and even when I got mo...
Within your mother’s womb you are hiding, Growing slowly day by day, And already so loved by many, That you do not even know, Many people are going to love you, Rather you be a boy or a girl, We cannot wait to meet you dear child, We have been praying for you, Within your mother’s womb you are hiding, At least for a little while, Growing slowly day by day, Being loved by every moment, You have a strong family, A mom, A dad, A grandmother, Aunts, Adopted family too, We are all excited to meet you dear child, We are all wondered at the answered prayer, That God has blessed us with, Knowing how wonderful and amazing, He truly is, So now we wait as we wonder, As you grow now, As you hide deep within your mother’s womb, Not even aware yet the joy you have already caused, The love that is already blooming, The hope that is already in blossom, Because you are a gift, And we love you dear child, From this moment as you are hidde...
You can read about me, You can read parts of my story, But how do I really explain? How do I really tell my real story? These words I write, Are all true, These words I put out there, I try to put a part of me out there too, I don’t hold anything back, I keep myself out there, Every single moment, You can look and see my brown eyes, You can spend a moment with me, But do you really see? Can you really believe? Do you see my story? Words can really only express so much, Words on this page, Or another, You can see one facet, You can see one part, But do you really see? Do you really know? How can I truly introduce me? How can I tell you from mere words, Who I am? You can read about me, You can read these words, You can read the various stories, But what does one really say? How does it really truly start? We read things all the time, We look at various words on the page, But do we really know? Do we really see? How can we see beyond, That introduction of them, Do we give that chance? Do ...
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