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Beautiful Love

Beautiful love, Beautiful hope, Beautiful reality dream, Beautiful moments with you, Every time I look into your eyes, Every time I hold your hand, Every moment I spend, I fall harder every moment, Every moment we are together, Every moment that we maybe apart, I know that this feeling is ever growing, I know this feeling is ever expanding, You have become an important part of my life, You have become a part of my family, You are the person I adore, You are the person I love, You are the person I enjoy spending time with, You are the person I cannot get enough of, Every conversation, Long or short, Every day it continues to grow, Beautiful love, Beautiful hope, Beautiful reality dream, I have been through many hurts and strife, Through pain and many tears, I have made some bad decisions along the way, But now I have been blessed by you, God found the perfect person for me, For this I know, I know this in the very depths, The very depths of my heart and soul, And He brought this person ...

Thankful

I am so very thankful, Thankful of everything that is in my life, Thankful for having Jesus as my Savior, Thankful for having Troy as my boyfriend, He is wonderful and sweet, Thankful for having my mom As she has always been there for me, Thankful for having all my friends, Both online and offline, Thankful for having those that became my family Throughout the crazy years, Thankful for my best friend Adam Who has been there for the ups and downs, Thankful for the laughter, Thankful for the joy, Thankful for the happiness, Even thankful for the tears, Even thankful for the pain, Even thankful for the trials, Because it has shown that I can get through, That I can be tested and come through alright, I am so very thankful, For all that I have, Even the things I don’t, I have come to appreciate what is really needed, And what is not necessary, Thankful for all the time I have, With those I have around me, Thankful for all that has gone in my life, The good, The bad, The hard, The easy, Bec...

Maybe Dreams Are Possible

Maybe dreams are possible, Maybe dreams can be real, Maybe they can be more than just imagination, Maybe they can be more than some simple fantasy, As long as there is the hope, As long as there is the strength, As long as there is the belief, As long as there is the positive of what can be, As long as you put everything in God’s hands, I believe that dreams are possible, That dreams can be real, That there might some dreams That comes to you that you never thought of, That there are dreams that wait awhile, Until you are ready to receive them, That there are dreams that might be frustrating, Because you might feel that you will never accomplish them, But do not give up, Do not give in, Just keep hoping, Just keep believing, Just keep praying for the strength to keep going, Because perhaps dreams are possible, Even in the world we live in today, As long as we give ourselves, As long as we give our hearts, As long as we give our spirits, As long as we give our everything, To our higher ...

Keep On Growing

Many changes have come through my life, Through the days of coldness and warmth, Through hardships and strength, I have kept on growing, Kept on changing through every moment, Some changes were not always the best, Some decisions were not always great, Some moments were not always that wonderful, But there have been happy times as well, There have been changes that were good Or changes that made a positive impact even if Things didn’t seem like it would be at that time, Although my faith might have waivered on many things, I stand here today stronger than ever, Feeling strong within my faith of God, Of love, Of hope of the future, Of a better tomorrow, Of personal growth, Of spiritual growth, Things might change again and again, Trials and tests might be thrown in my way, But I will keep going, I will keep growing, I will stand firm, On this foundation that has now been built, I am ready, I am willing, To keep on going, To keep on believing, To keep growing in the grace of God.

Believing In The Positive Of Tomorrow

There is so much pain and strife, So much tears and rain, So much war and hurt, People being killed, People losing their homes, Jobs that disappear, During this time it is hard to stay positive, That things can get better from what it is now, But if we put our hope, But if we put our faith, But if we put our prayers on God, Than we know that there is a way, That things can change, We just have to keep on praying, We just have to keep believing, We just have to keep going, No matter what is thrown in our ways, Remember that this pain is only temporary, That the hurt and tears Is just a momentary thing, The sun will always still shine, Even through the cold and rain, We just have to believe, We have to realize that positive starts, With believing that things can change, That once we put our lives in God’s hands, We can see changes in not only our hearts, But things around us, The way may not always seem clear, And the way we might not always understand, But if we keep on praying, But if ...

The Voice Of An Asthmatic

Having asthma hasn’t always seemed positive, There has always been a struggle, There has always been a negative connotation, It has always been hard to see the positive, Of dealing with this disease, Never could I find a way to see things at a different angle, Of seeing the calling that I was given, I could help others that have this, I could help others see how important it is, To be concerned about this particular disease, For too long there has been lack of information, For too long people have treated it lightly, Like it is just something that can easily be cured, If you do a or b, For too long it hasn’t been brought into light, Just how serious things can be for the person that has it, And the family and friends that support their loved ones, But the time has come, The come has to be now, Where even though this asthma is hard, And having times of not breathing can come, That this is something worth looking positive on, To see things from a different angle, That someone needs to be...

New Beginning

There’s been a new beginning, A new song in my heart, A new song in my soul, There have been some good times, Some challenging times too, But now that I have accepted Jesus as my Savior, I feel brand new, I feel the love God has for me, Putting into God’s hands my life, Has been liberating, It has given me hope for the future, It has given me even more strength than I could ever believe, My life has been changing, Ever since that day, It wasn’t the day I started, But it has come along since than, I went to a church, Felt welcomed and part of the family, Felt like I was home somewhere, Didn’t feel the resentment I felt before, Didn’t feel like I was an outsider, Didn’t feel what I felt so many other times in my life, There has been a new beginning, A new start in my life, I don’t feel empty anymore, I don’t feel like I am at war with myself, I feel that there is some new peace, There has been a new beginning, Something that came out of no where, But something that has changed my life, C...

Life As An Asthmatic Part 5

Things have been very crazy in my life that I haven't had the chance to write on the life of as an asthmatic. During the last almost two months I had been working two jobs the temporary job with Adecco and the ad job and recently I was able to quit both of those to start a temporary to permanent position on the 31st. When I had been working the two jobs I really didn't have the energy to write much of anything because I was always very tired after working the two jobs and not have much time to relax. Through that time as well I also have had some asthma problems. I have finally been able to get my medication including my preventative thanks to the Vocational Rehabilitation and got two new pairs of glasses that has been needed for a long time. Now, as promised, I will go over some of the various treatments of asthma. One of the main things asthmatics use on a pretty normal basis to help their asthma is various medication that is out there for asthmatics. Through webmd we f...

I've Walked Down Many Paths

I’ve walked down many paths, In this thing called life, Going through many changes, Dealing with much strife, Many mistakes have been made, A few regrets have been, But I don’t regret the various people That have come through my life, Some were life lessons that had to be taught, Some are people, who are my dearest friends, Some were heartaches that shaped who I am, I’ve walked down many paths, Gone down many roads, Learned about different kinds of people Along the way, Found great friends through various means, And a life full of happiness as well, I grew to love And truly call home The place I was born, I’ve walked down many paths, Sometimes not always understanding, Sometimes not always knowing why, But through the hardships, Through the pain, Through the tears, Through the rain, I’ve also found happiness, I’ve also found kindness, I’ve also found hope I’ve also found joy, And I know even at the end Of each and every day, I’m grateful through it all, The good and the bad, And althou...

Life As An Asthmatic Part 4

What a busy week I've been having. As one who is job searching I've been on interviews like mad having a total of three this week with my last being today. I had some small issues the other night and I hoped and prayed that please let it just go away so that I could get through Wednesday, thankfully something must have worked. As promised this blog I am going to go over in more detail the various types of asthma that are out there. One thing I would like you to think about though, is the fact that it is possible that other types will come out at a later date, there are some types that are known that are new to the world of medicine themselves. Just to refresh here are the types of asthma again (http://www.webmd.com/asthma/guide/types-asthma) allergy induced, exercise induced, cough variant, occupational asthma, bronchial, and nocturnal (nighttime) asthma. First off, we are going to go over allergy induced asthma. This type of asthma is the most common of all types, even t...