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Somewhere In My Heart

Somewhere in my heart I’m always with you, Somewhere in my dreams, Somewhere in the depth of my soul, Somewhere in what is reality, What is a dream, What is life, Love, Beauty, I am always with you, You are in the very depth, The very inner most part, The very inner being, The very inner heart, That lies within me, I cannot help it, I cannot deny it, Even through all this time, Even through all the years, Even through all the moments, The moments of black, The moments of dark, You have always been in my heart, You have always been in my soul, You have always been a part of my dreams, Somewhere in my heart I’m always with you, Always there, Always believing, Always standing with you, Always standing by your side, I will always be here, Will always care, Will always love you, Will never stop, Because I cannot stop, I cannot deny, I cannot end the emotions, They lie within, They lie within the very depth, That is me, And I know for the rest of my life, That somewhere in my heart, Somewher...

My Life Is Sweet

My life is sweet, My life is bliss, My life is filled, With never ending love, Never ending happiness, Never ending dreams, Never ending belief, Never ending faith, Never ending hope, Everything that makes love, Life, Dreams, Moments, Worth it, Worth every hardship, Worth every pain, Worth every rain, Worth everything you can give, Everything that is within the depth, The depth of you, The depth of your soul, The depth of your heart, The depth of your inner most being, My life is sweet, My life is bliss, My life is filled, With the love I have, The love I feel, The love I can sense, Into the depth of me, Into the depth of your eyes, Into the depth of this kiss, The kiss I wish with you, The kiss I wish to be in your embrace, Your embrace that I long for, The embrace I imagine, Every second, Every minute, Every hour, Of every day, My life, My life I want with you, My life I want with our love, Our dreams, Our happiness, Our passion, Our everything, My life is sweet, As long as I remembe...

Purge

Purge, Purge everything from within, Everything from the past, Everything from today, Everything that is in your mind, Everything that is in your soul, Everything that is in your heart, Start anew, Purge, Purge it all, Purge all the hurt, All the pain, Purge the darkness, That has held onto you so long, Purge, Let it all go, Let it all go, Don’t hold back, Don’t think about it, Don’t worry about it, Just let it go, Let it go, Let everything that has happened, Just come undone, Empty your heart, Empty your soul, Let it go, Lose a portion of your control, Sometimes one has to break, One has to fully fall, One has to fully fall apart, To heal again, Purge, Purge it all, Don’t hold a piece back, Don’t forfeit this, Just let it go, Let it be, Lose the control, And purge, Purge it all, Until it is all gone, Until you can build, Build again, Build from those ashes, Build from those moments, And find the solstice you have, Have been searching for, For so long.

Important Tips And Tricks On Moving

Moving is a difficult process no matter how well prepared you are, however there are tricks and tips that can be useful in the process to make it less stressful for you during your move. Why take my advice on these tricks and tips of moving when it comes to looking for a place to move to, what questions to ask, and time savers? Because, I, myself have moved several times through my life and have learned many things that can be useful, especially if you have not moved very often, or it has been many years because things are constantly changing. I have been known as the apartment queen due to the amount of apartments I have moved to. I am going to break this down to a few different sections when it comes to the information. First, going to go over the some tips and tricks on finding a place to move to. Second, I will go over some of the questions to ask when you are doing your search remember that although there will be several questions some you might not need depending on what you...

It's The Last Chance

It’s about to be a new year, About to be a new start, It’s the last chance, The last chance to change things, To change things within, To change things within us, To take that moment, Give it your best, Just say the words, Just say it and make it last, Just something simple, Doesn’t have to be complex, I am not asking, Not asking for anything difficult, Just a few words, Just something to change, Change what is, What is you and me, Just give me that, Just say you want to be mine, Mine forever, Until the end of time, It’s that last chance, Take it now, Take it true, Before it’s gone, Before it’s too late, Before the clock strikes twelve, End the year in good standing, Change the way things are, Give me that hope, Give me that feeling, Take away the numbness, Take away that lack of feeling, The feeling of just standing here, Even though I am so in love with you, But being in so much pain, Because there is still so much, I want, I need, I crave, I desire, It’s the last chance, Take it now...

Lost Within

First 10 lines was written by a friend the rest I wrote he gave me permission to use his lines as a starting point. So lost, bed ridden with thought. Trapped within my head, caged, iron-wrought. Defecating words onto this page Pain wrapped, around so many years. Solace found, within my tears Hard to act like I'm okay Holding within, all my rage. Having to watch, all I do and all I say. Translucent thoughts around my head sway My light grows dimmer and dimmer, each and every day. Hard moments come within, Pain, Hurt, What am I to do now? Trying to shake off this disaster Where is my happily ever after? Does it still exist? Or am I going to be left with this? Want to be mad, Want to scream, Want to shout, What else do you want? What else do I have to give? So lost, Ridden with all these thoughts, Wondering where am I going to turn to, Trapped within this mindset, Trapped within, Want to scream it out, Want to twist it about, Pain from the past coming to the surface, Thought you were ...

An Asthmatics View On Asthma

Try to breathe, Inhale, Exhale, It isn’t that difficult right? Try to not cough too much, Take the inhaler, Make tea, Check, Check, Chest hurts, Hands trembling, Feeling tired, Feeling not tired, Please no migraine, Not this time, Pain is enough, Please no dizziness, That is never fun, Just sit, Just sit, Hold on, Not the first time, Not going to be the last, Tea is still too hot, Drink slowly, Just keep the breathing, Inhale, Exhale, Might not seem hard to most, But for an asthmatic, For someone who is struggling, It can be the hardest thing in the world, Medications can only do so much, Even if you are on what you need, Pain, Pain, More chest pain, Use to it by now, Just work through it, Got to keep writing, Keep the words going, Just focus on anything else, Anything else but the pain, Remember the difficulty of working, When one like this happened, The way minutes seemed to be slow, Like if it was just mere seconds, That everything seems crazy, And your mind wonders, Because you can...

Cannot Feel

Cannot feel, Cannot sense, Cannot be real, This has to be a dream, This cannot be reality, This has to be some sort of dark fantasy, You cannot be gone, This has to be a nightmare, This cannot be, Cannot feel, Cannot get my senses, Cannot even cry, Emotions deep, Emotions drain, Emotions, Can I even feel them? Can I even sense them? Can I even see my own heart? Can I find a way to even process? Can I find a way to even see? Keep myself busy, Keep myself thinking, Keep myself doing anything, No matter what I do, Who I talk to, I just cannot feel, Cannot feel, Cannot sense, Did I lose it? Lose my heart? Lose my emotions? Lose it all? All I feel is numb, Numb where I cannot cry, Cannot get past, Cannot even begin, Begin to try, Begin to feel, What am I going to do? What is going to happen? What is going to come? All I want is to feel, Even if it is the pain, Even if it is the rain, Just something, Anything, Anything than this, This numb, This lack of feeling, That lies deep within my hear...

Will You Take That Chance

Will you take that chance? Take that leap? Give it your all? Give it true? Will you take that moment? Let down your guard, Give me those words? Give me that what I crave, Or will you let me walk away? Will you take that chance? Will you finally see what others have seen, For so long? That has seen for many months, For many days, For even those that might not know us well, Especially me? Worry maybe a bit less, Trust a bit more, Believe what is us, Don’t let anything tear down, What we can be, Will you take that chance? Will you give it your all? Without thinking, Without always worrying, Just give into that moment, Know that it rings true, Know that it rings within, Stop with the excuse, No more saying you feel pressured, You know it is true, The emotions, The feeling, The love within, So take that chance, Even if you are a bit unsure, Life is never fully certain, Things always change, But if you take my hand, Take it right now, Take it true, Know that I will stand with you, Stand with...

I Hear Your Voice Calling

I hear your voice calling, I hear it in my mind, I hear it in my soul, I hear it in my heart, I hear it my dear, I hear your voice calling, Through the space, Through the time, Through every moment I feel alone, Every moment I wish for something, So hard and deep, Through the hardship, Through the dark days, It carries me through, It carries me through that moment, And the moment next, I hear your voice calling, Calling out my mind, Calling me toward you, Telling me to not give up, Telling me to not give up the hope, Give up the love, Give up the dreams within, Moments might seem dark, Light might seem dim, It keeps pushing me, It keeps calling me, Telling me to keep holding on, Telling me to keep on going, Even through this dark moment, Even through this dark day, That the one will be with me, The one will be there for me, The one will love me always, I hear your voice calling, Hear you calling out my name, Calling me like a song, Calling me, Pulling me close, Bringing me in, Holding ...