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When I Think Of Tattoos

When I think of tattoos, I think about how you are tattooed into my heart, Into my soul, Into my mind, Into my dreams, You are my life essence, My true love, My beautiful, Wonderful, Everlasting, Love, When I think of tattoos, I think about how you take my breath away, How you stay on my mind, Stay on my heart, Stay on my soul, To the very end, No matter where I am, No matter where you are, No matter what I am going through, When I think of tattoos, I wonder what you are thinking of, Wonder what you are dreaming of, Wonder if you are thinking of me, Am I tattooed in your heart? Am I tattooed in your soul? Am I tattooed in your dreams? Am I tattooed in your mind? Am I everything to you? Do you think about me? Wonder about me? Wish I was there by your side? Wanting nothing more, To embrace me? Hold me? Love me? Need me? To be yours, To be yours forever, When I think of tattoos, I think about us, I think about our future, I think about everything, Wishing, Wanting, Needing, You home tonig...

You Never Said

You never said you could do better, You just left me that day, You never told me you didn’t love me, You just let me go my way, You never told me you weren’t going to be here, Instead you pushed me away, You never told me a lot of things, Instead you just left me here, Wondering, Wishing, Thinking, Of you, You were my full existence, A person I loved with all my heart, A person I knew to the depth, Of my being, Of my heart, Of my soul, Of my mind, But you left me, Not just once, But twice, Once you just went, No rhyme, No reason, The second you let me go, Didn’t fight, Just let me walk away, You never said you could do better, You just gave it all up, You just gave it all away, You didn’t see, My full potential, What fully lay inside of me, You do not know, The person I have become, Maybe you would have even been proud, Maybe you would have believed, You never told me you didn’t love me, Instead you just let it go, Let me leave, With all the hurt, With all the pain, With all the rain, ...

Let Me Go

Let me go, Let me leave, Break the hold, Break what you have left, Left inside my heart, Left inside my soul, Left here in me, I thought I was over, Over all of you, But I have been dreaming, I have been remembering, I have been thinking, A bit about you, But why now, I am not sure, All I need, Is for you to let me go, I feel there is still a hold, A hold on me, Even though you are with, With another, But I feel you in my thoughts, I feel you in my head, I feel you in my mind, Even sometimes feel you holding me, But I try to break, Try to break away, My life is different now, My life has changed, I am not that person, That person you once knew, There are parts of me the same, But so much has changed, So let me go, Let go that last hold, That last whatever you feel you claim, Release it now, Release it let me move on, Let me move on fully, I don’t want to feel that shadow, That shadow around me, Feeling as if, You are watching me, Watching my movements, The way you did before, When you ...

It Burns

It burns, It screams, The emotions, The pain, The everything, The darkness, The hardship, I fill my days with everything, Everything to keep my mind, To keep my mind from thinking, From focusing, From doing anything, That causes me to feel the pain, Feel the pain, Feel the emotions, Feel the rain, Just keep on wearing, Wearing that mask, Wearing it so no one sees, No one notices, The pain, The hurt, The depression, That lurks within, I try to be strong, I try to keep it going, I try to just forget it all, Forget the pain, Forget the hurt, Forget the rain, Forget it all, Focus on the next task, And the task after that, Make everyone think, Everyone believe, That everything is fine, Everything is wonderful, That everything is perfect, It burns, It burns hard, It burns bright, It burns every day, And every single night, But I cannot let it go, Cannot let it be, I just want release, I just want to feel, Feel something more, Feel something deeper, Deeper than this, But until it comes, Until...

Umbrellas Are For

Umbrellas are for kissing, Holding hands, Protecting each other, Through the rain, Through the storm, To hold each other, To love each other, To be with another, Even if a rain drop, Even if it falls, Even if one gets hit, And one gets wet, Umbrellas are for protection, Protection from those things, Those things around them, Around us, Not letting anything, Anything breaks us, Tear us, Destroy us, We will keep holding on, We will keep holding strong, We will keep believing, Believing in us, Believing in our dreams, Umbrellas are for holding, Holding onto the belief, Holding onto the hope, Holding onto the dreams, Holding onto the love, Even through the dark times, Even through the rough times, Even when it is no clouds in the sky, To remember to keep on going, Through all those times, To keep on believing, To keep on knowing, To keep on trusting, In us, Umbrellas are for things unseen, For keeping us through, For protecting us, Through the dangers, The life, The world, And everything i...

Serendipity

Ever since you came into my life, Ever since you became my man, Ever since you brought that forever, My life has been blessed, My life has been filled with serendipity, You bring me happiness, You bring me hope, Through all this hardship, Through all this darkness, Through all this rain, Through everything, You have taken my hand, You have given me your heart, You have given me, You bring me happiness, You bring me hope, Through all this hardship, Through all this darkness, Through all this rain, Through everything, You have taken my hand, You have given me your heart, You have given me your vow, You have told me it’s forever, That you want me always, That you need me forever, That you cannot imagine, Life without me, Love without me, A time without me by your side, A time without you and me, You give me serendipity, Every time I get to hear your voice, The warmth inside my heart, The warmth inside my soul, Just melts, Just breathes, Just is, You reach inside, Reach every single part, ...

You Do Not Realize

You do not realize, You do not see, You think it doesn’t hurt, You think it doesn’t mean a thing, But you are wrong, You do not see, You cannot realize, Because you don’t truly look, Truly look inside of me, By not saying words, By not showing certain actions, By not showing the affection, You do not realize, You do not see, You don’t realize every day, Every moment, I wear a mask, Hide the emotions, Just try to smile, There is sometimes genuine laughter, But what I wouldn’t give, What I would cherish forever, Is just a simple I love you, Just a simple moment, To not always tease, To just tell me how proud you are, Proud you are of me, To give me a compliment, To make me feel special, To make me feel not defeated, You do not realize, You do not see, You feel that do not hurt, But you don’t see the non verbal, The body language, The longing, The wanting, Instead you shut me down, I feel I should not even say, Say a thing, You do not realize, You don’t really see, You cannot see the trut...

Trapped Within

Trapped within, Trapped inside, Trapped in this heart, This heart of yours, Trapped inside your soul, Never wanting to break free, Trapped my darling, Into what is you and me, This dream, This hope, This belief, This love, Trapped my darling, Trapped by your love, Trapped by the depth, Of our beauty, Of our forever, Of our hopes, Of our love for each other, I am trapped here, Not wanting to break free, Only wanting, Only needing, Only seeing, What is here by me, Standing with you, Holding you to me, Holding you close, Never letting go, Never giving up, Never letting anything defeat us, Never letting anyone to come between us, Trapped within, Trapped by your arms, As you hold me tight, Hold me close, Hold me as you stroke, My hair, My face, Looking deep into my eyes, Looking to the depth of my soul, Looking deep, Showing me the love, Within the very depth, The depth of you, I am trapped, Trapped by this love, Never, Never wanting a release, Only wanting to be here, Here with you, Foreve...

He Still Cares

He still cares, It shows whenever he talks to me, Whenever he watches over me, Whenever I hear his voice, He still cares, Maybe even more than he realizes, Maybe more than he even sees, Maybe more than he knows, Because it lies so deep, So deep inside of him, He still cares, It is within his eyes, It is within his soul, It is within his heart, It is within the depth, The depth within, The one he hides, The one emotion, That he tries to hide, Tries to keep from everyone, But he never could, Never could from me, Even after everything, Even after all the times, The hardships, The rain, The tears, Even through this, Even through that, He’s seen me through, Seen me through everything, Everything, Nothing, All of the between, He still cares, I know it within my heart, Within my soul, Within the depth, The depth of my life, My heart, My soul, My dreams, Everything, He still cares, And I still care, And I still love you, And I still need you, And I still want you, And I still dream of us, Drea...

All I Want

All I want is I love you, All I want is to know, To feel, To believe, That this love is real, To feel it to the very depth, The very depth of my heart, The very depth of my soul, To never feel alone, To never feel like this, By myself in a relationship, A relationship that should have two, Two hearts that share, Two hearts that believe, Two hearts that both fight, Fight for each other, Hold each other, Hold within truly, Hold within every single breathe, To the very end, All I want is to be held, To feel safe in your arms, To feel safe from everything else, To feel safe from the world, To be in that solstice, That ever lasting peace, That ever longing beauty, The ever growing love, All I want is a look into my eyes, A look that tells me more than words, Than words could ever touch, Than words could ever say, Than words could put into being, How much you love me, How much you need me, How much I complete you, The way you can complete me, All I want is this, This one request, This one ho...