Creative Writer Meets The World

Well Blogspot sort of messed up somehow posted all these posts I just reposted under David's name instead of mine and since it is my words I wanted to redo them. I never told you how The pain and hurt almost destroyed me When I felt our relationship And my dreams shatter like glass As my heart and soul laid on the ground, Or how I could only see the tears That fell hard and fast When the words I wanted to hear Seemed far and not near, I never told you although I hardly spoke to you And ran to another That thoughts of you Were never far from my mind, Or how I would fall back into your arms If you had told me you were sorry And wanted another try, I never told you how many times I tried to pick up the phone Even when I was with another To give you a call to hear that voice The voice that I knew would soothe away the pain To make everything okay once again And tell me that eternity would be alright again, I never told you how many times When my emotions were hurt by the words And my m...

I never told you that the tears felt like rain When they came down my face When I hadn’t heard from you in weeks, Or the way my body felt that a part of me died The moment that you left my side, Or how the one time you held me Made electricity touch a new meaning And how I knew that my heart was so big And so in love it seemed, And the dream seemed more of fantasy Than real reality, I never told you how the distance That was in miles never seemed that much As long as you and I were together And you secretly seemed to hold me Whenever we talked, Or the way my eyes couldn’t leave Your picture every time I looked at it Or the one chance I saw you, Or how the time you asked me To be forever yours Even only knowing me for a short period of time But you said you knew that you and I Were meant to be together Just from the first words we spoke, I never told you about the many letters I wrote In my journal that never will be sent, Or how hard it was to throw the pictu...

Newer poem for my wonderful husband David :) We build these dreams, We build them to last, We believe in tomorrow, We remember our past, We give hope to our future, We hold on tight, And we hold on fast. We remember who we are alone, We strengthen what we are together, We help each other believe in Our dreams together, Our hopes together, Our love that we share, And the future we build strong and firm. We soften each others burdens, We build up lasting love in our hearts, We soften the differences, We build up what makes us whole, We remember we have imperfections Yet remember to love all the same, We are building our future On this solid ground, And even when there are hard times We know that our love can keep us together, Keep us strong, And get us through all our trials and tribulations. We will build these dreams, We will build them to last, We will believe in our tomorrows, And we won’t forget our past, We will give hope to our future For the rest...

As always I try to keep my poem posts on my blog seperate from any other blogging and such I do. Here's my newest poem thanks to the Shania Twain song I Don't Wanna Be and well a few other things. Fix your eyebrows, Dye your hair, Put on some make-up Come on show that you care, Be sure to be dressed just right, And be silent unless spoken to, After all you’re just a woman And your opinions don’t matter like a man’s, You have to work double time to count That glass ceiling holds you in, Manicure your nails, Brush your teeth just right, Lose a few more pounds It’s another fad diet But it shouldn’t matter After all you have to fit in, You have to look the image, You must fit the stereotype. It doesn’t matter if you got a mind It’s the outside that counts, Not the beauty within, Forget all those stories mommy told you If you really want to fit in, It doesn’t matter if you can write, Or heal people’s hearts and minds, Or able to kiss all the tears away, ...

The fourth in the I Never Told You Series I never told you how you saved me From hurt and strife And bringing a peace and comfort When life seemed to afford me none Or how your blue eyes seemed to calm Even my deepest fears and the hurt caused By your ex-best friend And how you seemed to soothe my troubled mind And my doubt within myself when I felt That none would ever want me, I never told you how much it hurt me Every time we broke up and get back together And how confused I was many of a time, Feeling that we should be together But something never seemed right And it seemed my past would forever haunt me, But you were there through it all Holding my hand it seemed through those rough times And even during when we weren’t together You were ever so protective And wanted to make sure that those that dated me Would be good to the one you always loved, I never told you how good your arms felt Around my shoulders whenever I needed to cry Or how you looked at me...

I never told you that you’re wavy Brown hair touched And defined right above The blue eyes that I could Lose myself in for hours, Or how from the first moment We spoke I knew in my heart And the deepest corners of my mind That my life would be forever changed, I never told you that there Were numerous times That I wanted to stop Everything for a few moments To capture time spent with you, Or how I enjoyed The attention and even the jealousness If others showed interest When we were young, I never told you how your voice Could sometimes cause me speechless Or make me nervous Yet soothed my inner being Whenever I needed peace Or extra love, I never told you That although I haven’t Seen your deep eyes Or the wavy hair Or hear that voice That caused me to fall for someone For the very first time For a love so simple yet true, I never told you thank you For showing what love is And installing faith in it forever more. Dedicated to Matthew Pomazal

Well it's been awhile since I posted here but first I am going to post my new poems I have written before I post about what has been going on as of late. Wedding Dreams Come True A beautiful lovely day Although filled with a little rain And only a few of the many We held dear was there, It was a day of happiness, It was a day of roses, It was a day of tears of joy, It was a day of combining Of hearts and souls That was meant to be From the first moment We had met and fell in love, I remember how fast the time went From the moment I awoke To the time for me to walk Through the house to the place Where you stood, You looked so handsome And I looked and felt Like your princess, We spoke our vows, Exchanged our rings, Had our first kiss As husband and wife, The dream just began And I know it will live on together As long as we always remember And work through everything. I love you so much David Happy one month anniversary My dearest darling. Ded...

Leave it to a3 for me to get another piece of inspirition. I blame this one on Dave who put a poetry contest to get a poem about the guild done up. So without farther notice :) Within these walls you hear Those voices of old and new, The laughter, The joy, The tears, And sometimes the fights, But we have gone through And worked things to bring this guild This little place to be family, A group of people that you can talk to, A group of people that people Can feel they belong to, A place that stands And works beyond all the odds. We have had our down times Where nothing seemed to go right And there have been our up times Where everything seemed wonderful And dreamlike, We rather use trade chat Than the guild chat, We always joke around And come to love each other, Although some members come and go And staff changes more times Than most of us care to count, But I am always there Holding it all together The best I can, And I hope it is enough For this guil...

Well I have been married for almost 3 weeks and things are going great marriage wise, other wise well let's just say things been interesting and complex all at the same time. The Good: - Leslie is now a consultant which makes me a senior consultant - Had my holiday party, didn't do as good as I wanted in sales but it was a good overall experience for me - Brendan is doing great as co and Dave the old co is more active again and is a full time role in the guild once again - Guild weapon auctions are going great, gotten a few weapons so far :) - We now have 2 cd roms full of wedding pictures which I still need to upload but been really busy with various things such as babysitting, the holiday party preparations, and etc. - Everything is completely organized, I finally got pictures in David's and my room as of last weekend - Jim and I get a long pretty well and usually can deal with each other on a day to day basis and helps me watch Tara on the days that I have he...

I think I got my first ever poetry series started. A friend of mine that use to belong to Paul's writing group use to write these poems that were a part of this "series" so I somewhat blame them but I guess when you get one really good idea for a poetry challenge it can become two or even more :) Here's the second poem of the new I Never Told You Series I never told you how your melodies And belief in my voice Set my spirits and my will free Giving my sometimes low self esteem The ability to believe and hope And that things could change, I never told you how I couldn’t Catch my breath when I saw you Five years after we first met And how the melodies Were still simple to make After so many years, I never told you that your Protective nature Always made me feel safe Back when childhood days Weren’t always so easy, I never told you how much I valued your friendship And how your advice that I could hear Silently in my mind Always helped me, You ...