Creative Writer Meets The World

How could I have been so blind, How could I have not seen, How could I have not believed, How much you care for me? How much you really love me? How much you wanted to be with me? How could I have been so blind, Why did I not see? That you are the one that I should be with, You are the one I should have dated, You are the one I should have given the chance to, Regardless of the distance, Regardless of the fact you are so far away, You are the one that has seen me through it, Seen me through it all, You had always had something for me, And I had always cared for you, But somehow I was lead to believe, That there was no way it could work, That the one I went after would be better, But I was wrong, I have been blind, I have not seen what was in front of me, You mean so much to me, And I hurt you so deeply, I hurt you when I went to him, And when I told you I was with him, And I know it cut you deeply, And I don’t blame you for being mad, You wanted to be with me, And now you are afraid yo...

I don’t want to let you go, But I feel that I must, I don’t want to leave you behind, But how can I keep carrying on? You have seemed to be avoiding me, No longer talking to me, No longer calling me, No longer seeing me, No longer it seems to care, I don’t want to let you go, But these tears are in my mind, These tears are in my soul, These tears are burning, And all I want to do is cry, And have the tears fall down like icy rain, I don’t want to leave you behind, But how can I keep carrying on like this? All I wanted was you in my life, All I wanted was you in my soul, All I wanted was you and I, But it seems that dream is broken, That dream is destroyed, You seem to be gone, And I am left here alone, I am left alone to fix this broken heart, Although our time hasn’t been that long, I felt something so much when I was with you, I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time, Something that my dreams held onto, I don’t want to let go, But what else can I do? I am left here alone, Not kn...

I sit up late at night, Wishing you were here, I lay in bed at night, Wishing you were there, I think about you all the time, I dream of you every night, I just want to hold you, Even though you are strong in my heart, And strong in my soul, I feel lonely at times, I feel lost at times, Because I want to hold you, Because I want to kiss you, Because I want you to be here, Because I want you more than, I have ever wanted anyone before, I sit up late at night, Wishing you were here, I lay in bed at night, Wishing you were there, I wish I could wake up, With you holding me tight, Sometimes I wonder why I don’t have sleepless nights, But somehow I still dream, And somehow I still sleep well, Because you are in my heart, Because you are in my soul, But I still wish for you, I wish for you to be near me, I wish for you to kiss me, I wish for you to hold me tight, I wish for you so much, It is what keeps me going, Whenever we are apart, It is what keeps me holding on, When I miss you just tha...

I am forgiving the past, I am making a change, I am not letting my life keep going, The way it has before, There needs to be a new way, There needs to be a new change, There needs to be hope again, There needs to be belief again, There needs to be life again, There needs to be something better, Something better than what has been going on, I am forgiving the past, I am letting things go, Forgiving those that have hurt me, Forgiving myself for any hurt I’ve caused, Giving everything a fresh start, Giving everything a brand new beginning, Finding the hope, Finding the way, Finding the belief, There is a change in the wind, There is a change in my soul, There is a change in my heart, I feel the chains breaking, I feel the hurt regaining, I feel my soul brighten, I feel dreams returning, I am forgiving the past, I am letting it all go, I am giving myself a fresh start, A fresh start at life, At love with Alex, At dreams to come true, And faith above it all.

No more fears in my heart, No more fears in my soul, I woke up with a realization, I woke up knowing somehow, I woke up feeling you, I felt that connection, Strong and true, It wasn’t weak after all, It wasn’t dying, It was just faint, But than I felt it strong again, I felt every emotion in my heart, I felt every dream in my soul, I felt myself trusting, I felt myself healing, I felt myself knowing the truth, No matter what others might say, No matter what others might do, I feel the truth here in my heart, I feel the truth here in my soul, I am a part of you, You are a part of me, Your heart beats in time with mine, No more fears in my heart, No more fears in my soul, I woke up with the realization, I woke up with the truth, I woke up knowing that the tests were passed, I woke up knowing that we will forever be together, No more fearing that you won’t be here, No more fearing that you and I won’t be together, No more fearing anything, I stand today stronger, I stand today believing m...

Whenever I hear your voice, Whenever you say my name, Whenever you tell me you miss me, Whenever you tell me you love me, Whenever you tell me just how much, How you could not miss me, It makes my heart sing, It makes my heart feel something, I have never felt before, With you there is no explanation needed, There is no need for a reason why, There is no need to fully understand, There is an insatiable desire I have, Whenever I am with you, Whenever I feel you, Whenever I need you, You make my heart complete, You make my heart sing, No matter what others may say, No matter what others may do, All I know is this love, The love in our hearts, The love in our souls, We have gone through so much, We may always have to, But we will find a way through it all, Because whenever I hear your voice, Whenever you say my name, Whenever you tell me you miss me, Whenever you tell me you love me, Whenever you tell me just how much, I feel this insatiable desire, The desire to hold you, The desire to k...

There is something in the mist, It surrounds me, It is the darkness, It is the light, It is the unknowing, It is this fight, The fight of these emotions, The fears, The doubts, The hopeless feeling, The wondering, The not knowing, There is something in the mist, It engulfs my soul, It engulfs my heart, I wonder if I will find the way, Find the way as I have before, Find the way to the light, To not let it hold onto me, How many more times must I do this? How many more times must I keep fighting? How many more times must I keep wondering? Wondering if there will ever be more? Wondering if just for once everything would be wonderful, Wonderful the way it was before, There is something in the mist, But I cannot see it, I am blinded by the tears, The pain, The sadness, The wanting him here, The wanting to hold him, The yearning in my heart, There is something in the mist, But it seems so far away, It seems like leagues, Upon leagues of an endless see, All I want to do is be with him, All I...

I want to feel your lips against mine, I want to feel your hands over my body, I want to enjoy the moment, I want to have you here with me, I want to feel those pleasures, The ones you give me everytime we touch, I want to feel that moment, The moment of bliss that I miss, Miss whenever you are not here, Miss whenever you are not with me, Miss whenever I cannot hold you in my arms, Miss whenever I cannot kiss you, I want to feel those lips against mine, I want to feel your hands over my body, I want to enjoy every moment, The ones I miss right now, The ones I want to feel right now, The ones that I would give anything to feel, To feel right now, These pleasures are unbounded, They are in my every thought, They are in my every dream, They are in my heart, They are in my soul, They are in the very depths of me, I want to feel your lips against mine, I want to feel your hands over my body, I want to enjoy the moment, The moments of bliss, Brought on by the way you kiss me, The way you hol...

Emergency Thoughts Needed!! Current mood: worried Category: Life My very best friend of about 11 years just was in a car accident. Thankfully it sounds like he's okay he seems to be okay other than being a bit shoken up. He was rear ended. Thankfully he has good insurance and things will get covered by the other person. Right now he's eating his dad is with him he was able to get over there and call a tow truck for him. Just keep Adam in your thoughts. I am hoping that things will go okay with the car stuff and that things won't be too bad medical wise. So please keep him in your thoughts. On another note I applied for a job via craigslist that I can do at home. It's a customer service position that would be hourly. I could use thoughts and energies for that as well so that I can get something better than what I have now. Thank you. Quick Update On Adam Current mood: tired Category: Life As I told you guys a few days ago my best friend Adam was in a car accid...

I have loved many times, Or so I thought, But any type of love I have had, Has nothing that can match this, There was never quite this emotion, There was never quite this joy, There was never quite this connection, I have gone through so many things, With so many other guys, But something about you is different, Something about this love is different, Something about the way I feel, Something about the way I dream, Something about the very depth of my soul, I had loved so many times, Or so I thought, But no one can come close to you, No one has quite touched me the way you have, No one has ever really touched my soul, The way you seem to touch mine, Every day I feel it grow stronger, Every day I feel it bind tighter, I never want to lose you, I never will let you go, You are my world, You are my desire, You are my everything, Even though we haven’t been together long, I feel in my heart, And know in my soul, That this love, These hearts, Are meant to be, Meant to be one, Forever in the...