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As I Was Saying

As I was saying all I want is you, As I was trying to tell you, That this love is real, That this hope is real, That this desire is real, That this feeling is real, That this emotion is real, That this moment is real, That I am real, As I was saying is look at me, Tell me, Show me, Believe in me, Give me something more, Don’t just tease, Don’t just sit there, Don’t just let time pass you by, Show me what lies within, Show me what’s in the depth of your heart, Give me what I desire, What I need, What I crave, Without the excuse, Without saying this, Or saying that, Just try, Mistakes happen, I don’t expect perfection, I just want to know, Want to feel Want to believe, Want to have this, As I was saying my dear darling, That I love you, You are my everything, But I need something my darling, I need to know I am not alone, In this relationship, In this love, In us, Even if it hasn’t been that long, I need the words, I need the feeling, More than just once in awhile, More than just here an...

What I Want This Year

This is what I want this year, This is what I want to receive, It is something so simple, It is something so easy, I don’t really need any presents, I don’t really need things under the tree, I just want your love, Your heart, Everything that lies within, Every moment, Every part of your being, I just want you, Gifts and presents are nice, But this is what would matter than those things, I want the words, I want the feeling, I want to know, I want to believe, I want to feel it in my bones, Ever compressing, Ever consuming, Wonderful, Amazing, Love, No boundaries, No barriers, No more ifs, No more buts, No more excuses, This is what I want this year, This is the only thing I really want to receive, This is the only gift I really need, This is the only present I need, I don’t need fancy things, Or things under a tree, I don’t need material things, As long as there is you and me, As long as there is the two of us, As long as I know this, I just want what you are, I just want the love that...

Finding The Strength

Finding the strength, Finding that hope, Getting through, Finding a way, Through this darkness, Through this being, Through this hurt, That lies so deep, Letting it all go, Letting all the pain subside, Letting the chains fall away, Even through this dark time, It is time to let it go, Finding peace within, No longer afraid, Even if unsure of the path, I am now following, But knowing that I must go, I must go down this path, Although not traveled, Although never set foot, Although so comfortable here, But I must let it all go, I must let it all change, I must find a way, Even if it is hard, Even if it feels impossible, Even if it seems life as I know it, Is slowly slipping away, But I will find that strength, I will find that way, I will find the light, I will find a way out of the darkness, I might lose a few things, I might lose, But I will gain again, I will find again, I will love again, I will believe again, Because I am making a change, I am finding peace with myself, Being happy...

Do You Really See

Do you really see? Do you really see the real me? Do you see behind the mask? Behind what I put out to the world? Do you take a moment? Do you really see behind the brown eyes? The soul? The heart? The true beauty within? Do you really see? Do you see the pain? Do you see the hardship? Do you see what lies within? Can’t you see? Can’t you see the real me? Look beyond the smiles, Look beyond the laughter, Look beyond the outer, Look deeper inside, Look beyond those moments, See all there is, See what there is of me, I do it because, I know nothing else, I do it because, I love you, I do it because, It’s hard because I have been hurt, I have been through hard times, And although you might think it’s easy, To just show my emotions on my sleeve, I still struggle day in, Day out, Because I want to believe, Believe in beauty, Believe in love, Believe in something wonderful, I just want to be taken by my hand, Be shown emotions, Without worrying, Without thinking, Without comparing time, Just...

You Never Learn

There are many things we never seem to learn, Things that keep coming back, Time and time again, Even when we believe, Even when we thought, That we would never go back To things we promised ourselves, Oh but sometimes we still don’t learn, Because we want to think of the best, We want to believe in the dream, We want to hope, Even when it seems crazy, Even when it seems insane, But sometimes there are times, Those lessons we never learn, Those lessons we go through time, And time again, There are some things worth repeating, Especially when it comes to love, Because we have to take that chance, Even through hardship, And broken hearts, Because you never know, What can happen? Don’t make an excuse, Doesn’t matter if you have dealt with it or before, Sometimes you can’t learn, Without unlearning something from your past, Sometimes you got to let go, Sometimes you have to hold on, Sometimes you have to never learn a lesson, And sometimes you need to learn it well, Just remember to take r...

Letting The Words Flow

Most of the time I rather let them flow, Let the words lead where they wish, Without a form, Without a care, Just let them spring out, Spring out from my mind, My heart, My soul, Through the good, Through the bad, Through the times in between, To touch where it needs to be touched, To bring joy when hardship comes, To bring happiness where there is sadness, To bring every emotion needed, This is why I let it flow, Let the words come where they lead, Come to where they settle, To come and play, To bring beauty, In such a hard world, To bring light, Where there is darkness, To bring hope, When all seems to be lost, For all these reasons, I let them flow, Let them be, Let them go across, Take nothing for granted, Give them to the world, Take nothing back, Just let them go, Many people do not have the gift, Many people do not give it a chance, Many people don’t believe, And many people don’t let them have a freedom, To just dance upon the page, Let the emotions out, Let the thoughts out, L...

We Need To Take A Stand

Everywhere I turn so many people, So many things being taken for granted, Holidays that is supposed to be special, Are being taken for granted, Commercialism, Materialism at its best, Where did it all go? Where did the true purpose go? Where did the lessons from the past, The things we worked so hard, The things that was the basis, Of our lives come down to? We put ourselves first, We put material things first, Instead of what it’s supposed to be, We put anything but God first, We don’t understand, We don’t see, What we are doing, We don’t see what we are ignoring, We don’t see what we are turning away from, We don’t see, We don’t see farther than our face, Farther than the latest gadget to get, A newer TV, A newer car, A newer game system, Since when did just buying gifts become important? Since when did we care about just ourselves? Homeless people are on the street, There are kids without enough to eat, Kids who go without day in, And day out, Kids that would give anything to even h...

Build Upon That Emotion

Build upon that emotion, Build upon that dream, Build upon that hope, Come on honey, Come on darling, Let’s not stop here, Let’s not stop now, Let’s not stop this moment, I want to keep on building, I want to keep on expanding, I want to keep it going, Never ending, Never stopping, Only growing, Only expanding, Only stacking as time goes on, This is the moment, This is the time, This is the day, To change everything, To change everything around us, To change what you and I are, To change what we are to each other, To change it now, To change it forever, Just with a few words, Just build upon that emotion, Build upon that dream, Build upon that hope, Build upon that love, Build it my darling, Let us not stop, Let us not lose sight, Let us find our way, Let us find our way together, Let us build it now my darling, Let us build it now, Build that emotion, Build that dream, Build that hope, Build that love, Build it, Build through the good times, Build through the hard times, Build through...

Slow Down Time With You

When you are with me, I don’t want to slow down, I don’t want to stop the emotions, I don’t want to stop anything, The only thing I want to slow down, The only thing I want to last forever, Is this moment, Are these moments with you, Is the time I have with you, Are the days I spend with you, Are the moments that ring true, I love you so much my darling, Every part of my heart, Every part of my soul, Every part of my being, Screams, Yells, Feels, Believes, Thinks, Dreams, Of you, I just want to slow it down, Put time on pause, Take in that moment, Take in that breathe, Take in every portion, Every bit, Make it last, Make it expand, Make it grow, Make it forever, I just want this time to slow down, Slow down between you and me, To make it last, Make it forever, Just us, Just you and me, Forever, My eternity, Just give me those words, Tell me this is forever, And make every moment, Every second, Every single time count, Say I love you, Tell me you want me always, And that my darling, Wil...

I'm Not Ready

I’m not ready, Not ready to give up, Not ready to give in, Not ready to throw down that fight, Not ready to just let go, Not ready to forget, Not ready to let you go, I’m not ready, Not ready to end this fight, Not ready to go down that road, Not ready to put the walls back up, Not ready to put that barrier back, Not ready to just pretend, That I don’t love you, Don’t care for you, Don’t want you forever more, I’m not ready, I don’t want to go, I don’t want to forget, I want to keep it going, I want to keep it yet, I want to hold on tight, I want to fight to the end, I want to be with you always, Always, I’m not ready, I just can’t, I just won’t, How can you stop? How can you stop loving? How can you stop being? In love when you feel it? When you live it? When you know it? When you dream it? I’m not ready, I just can’t do it, I just can’t walk away, It is hard, It is rough, It is something that’s in my soul, But I know in my heart, In my mind, I’m not ready, To stop loving you, Wanting...