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Midnight Is

Midnight is when my mind clears, My brain wakes, My fingers type, Wanting to type those lines, Those words, That dream, That hope, That lies within, But caught on that moment, That time, Caught on yet another day, Of unrest, Of storms, Of a day without, Without the time, Without the energy, Without the capacity, To keep on writing, Writing those lines, That hope, That belief, That joy, Because you been working, Working so hard, To have that time, Midnight is when I last speak, Until the next day to my fiancé, Wanting, Wishing, To just even look into his eyes, As we talk, Just wanting to be near, Waiting as each day passes, Knowing the day is drawing near, To being by his side, Being with him, Forever more, Midnight is that sacred moment, When one day turns to the next, When everything of the yesterday, Becomes a memory, Becomes the past, Yet still fresh in your mind, Spirit, Soul, Dreams, And your heart, And your heart turns, And your hea...

There Are Those Moments

There are those moments, Those moments that seems to last forever, The type that stretches across, Across through one light to the next, From one dream to another, Making everything feel surreal, As you stand, As you feel, As you close your eyes, As if to try to feel, The moment from this one, And the moment before, As everything falls into place, In that moment, That moment that seemed so fuzzy, Yet so true and clear, There are those moments, Those moments that is etched into the very depth, Very depth of your being, Where you feel them at the harder times, Where you feel them at your most difficult times, Where you feel them as if to say, Just keep on holding on, Just keep on going, This is not the end yet, There is still another moment to be had, There is still another life that needs, Needs those words, Need that moment, You feel inside of your heart, And of your soul, There are those moments, The moments where you feel, That you truly cannot go on,...

When I Leave This Place

When I leave this place, When I take that last breathe, When I go on to Heaven, And I finally get true rest, When I no longer have to worry, About this thing or that, When asthma cannot control me, When all the suffering comes to an end, When I stand there in front of Him, I know that I can stand there, With having righteousness, Not from anything I have done, Anything I have said, But due to His Son, And His Forgiveness of my sins, Salvation, Rest, Hope, Knowledge, Of all of this, Eternity without fear, Eternity without pain, Eternity without the sufferings, Given through this life, When I leave this place, When I take that last breathe, I want to have no regrets, I want to have total confidence, That I lived every moment I could, To the fullest, That I lived, And I served, And I gave, And I helped, In every part I could, That I followed Him, With every part, That I am, Even on the days, That I might stumble, And fall, I know that due to His Gr...

Ode To Love

Ode to love, Ode to joy, Ode to the peace within, Ode to the beauty that is truly within, Each and every one of us, Too many times we are focused, Too many times we forget to see, The small simple things in life, The small simple things in the world, Things we take for granted, Things we might not always understand, But is there within each of us, Ode to love, Ode to everlasting joy, Ode to that fulfillment that comes, From being with the one you are meant to be with, From falling into step, Knowing that this path you take, Is the one that you are meant to be with, Ode to love, Ode to beautiful forever, Ode to the most wonderful emotion, The most delightful joy, That one can experience in one’s life, Although not always easy, Although not always without its challenges, It is the feeling, The joy, The emotions, That you wait your life for, Wait for your joy for, Wait and hold onto, With every single moment, Every single breathe, Every single day, Until...

In The Deep Of The Night

In the deep of the night, In the darkness of the skies, In the hope of the moment, As the moment comes, And goes, In the deep of my heart, In the deep of my soul, Every single moment, Every single dream, Every single hope, I know what I have found, And I know what I have gained, And I know what I give, And I know what I see, In the deep of the night, In the darkness that falls, I spread out my wings, I spread out these words, I spread out the hope, And wrap myself up with his love, And wrap myself up with the love I feel, Every single day when I am with him, In the deep of the night, In the quiet of the world, When my thoughts beat as loud, As my heart, And my dreams seem truer than ever before, I think about him, I think about his love, I think about the moment, I get to walk down to him, Pledge my heart, Pledge my life, Pledge my soul, To him forever more, In the deep of the night, In the moments before the light, My mind swirls, My thoughts race...

World Without Asthma

The world could live without you, I could live without you, The pain that you cause, The hurt you give to so many, Misunderstandings because many do not know, Or try to understand, The world could live without you, The disease, The hardship from it, The cost of emotions, The cost of money, The cost of many things, In my life alone, You have cost me sleep, Given me stress, Made my life difficult, Many trips to doctors, Having to take medications, And so many other little things, Along the way, The world could live without you, I could live without you, Haunting many days, And many nights, And everything in between, The world could live without you, I could live without you, Those also affected by you, Could all live without you, From mild, To extreme, And everything in between, So leave us now, And make your way out, As the world could live without you, I could live without you, I could live with having the world, Without this disease, Without the p...

I Want To Follow You

Today I want to follow you, Tomorrow I want to follow you, Every single day I want to follow you, I want you to lead my life, I want you to use my life for your glory, I want to use the gift you have given me, To honor you, To glorify you, To lead others to you, To be your vessel, To the end of my days, You choose me, You own me Your Son bought me, He paid the price, So I could be right in your sight, To wash away My sin, My vessel maybe flawed, My vessel maybe not perfect, My vessel may not be seen by others, As something that can be used, But all that matters, All I know, Is that today I want to follow you, Tomorrow I want to follow you, Every single day I want to follow you, I want you to lead my life, I want you to use me for your glory, To bring forth your name to others, To bring peace to those that needs rest, To bring joy to those that does not see, What I did not see for so many years, To show that you still want them, That you desire them to b...

No Need For Second Thoughts

My mind has wanted to go this way, And I have made it go that way, I thought my path lead one way, But God showed me it lead another, There have been doubts, There have been worries, There have been bad times, But I keep on going, Even if I have a second thought, My soul clings onto the real, Remembers that He is still there, Through every hardship, Trial, And empty promises, Thoughts, Memories, Was filled with fulfilled good times, Challenges, Fulfilled promises, Thoughts, And memories, Every time I stumble, Every time I trip, I pray, I wait, I listen, And find hope, Love, Peace, And strength, Through all that is Him, Many times in my life, I have dealt with second thoughts, Thinking that decisions made, Were not always the best, But now I have the faith, The knowledge, The hope, The trust in Him, Even when I don’t always understand, That any decision made, Any path that is taken, As long as He is in it, As long as I am honoring His will, Th...

Falling Forever For You

Falling for you, Falling for your smile, Falling for your secret smile, Falling for your shyness, And the times that you shine, And the times that you laugh, And the times that you truly love, Even if not everyone can see it, I saw it in your eyes, Falling for the joy, Falling for the hope, Falling for the love, The love I have been waiting for, Hoping for, Praying for, Now you are mine, We have been together for some time, Soon we will become one, As we take those vows, And become husband and wife, Falling for you, Falling every single day, Every single moment, Every single second, Every single time I see you, Every time becoming more, And more again, Falling for you, Falling deeper into this destiny, Falling deeper into this love, Falling deeper, Stronger, Forever, Into the heart of you, You are my one, You are my everything, You are my one true love, I love you my darling, From the first moment, To the next moment, To forever, To eternity, I...

Can We Ever Let It End

Can we ever let it end? Can we ever just let go? Can we ever just realize? That this is not the right path, This is not the right place, For us to be on? We trend so fast, We trend so quick, We don’t just stand, And take a look, Instead we get too busy, Thinking of this moment, Thinking of that moment, We never let it go, We never let it rest, We have to insist, That our way is right, But we don’t really see, How lost we really are, And we don’t really see, How much pain we are in, We just keep on going, Believing this, Believing that, Thinking peace can be won, Thinking peace just is, We just don’t stop, We don’t want to give the life, To someone else, We think we always know, The answers, We think we always know, Where the light is, But instead we keep on stumbling, But instead we keep on forgetting, But instead we are too blind, Too absorbed, Too untrusting to see, The truth, The light, The belief, The answers, We never let it end, We just ...